urusan hati

hye all,tajuk kali nh mmg xnak kalah,nak up sentiasa.ahaha.ade aku kesah? 'p

Today is one of the happiest moment in my life i shud say.n why is dat possible?just so u know dat today i went on an impromptu date with someone special.n errrr,she was d main subject in the entry dat i wrote last month entitled "my heart is shattered to pieces".So,being a nice gentleman i am today,i went to pick her up at her restaurant since her car was being used by her dad so off i went to her shop.Actually,i was d one who came up with the idea of asking her to go out for juz a quick get-together since im pretty bored at home.To my surprise,she agreed and straight away i took my bath n got ready,within 20 mins,i was in front of her restaurant.at first i tot it wud be quite awkward for us to see each other again since the "tragedy" occured.anyhow,we managed to put a sweet ambiance until we reached pizza hut.done ordering the food,the first word that i asked her "pakwe awok tau dop awok tubik nge sayo ni? and she laughed hysterically.i was shocked upon seeing her like that and i asked her "bakpo wak,apa yg lawok sgt?".She then said "x sangka sayo awok percAYo pasal saya kato sayo ado pakwe arituh d twitter".Then i was like WHAT for few seconds before maintaining my composure.i then asked her quite seriously i wud say,whether she is actually attached to anybody or vice versa.Then the serious moment began.She said that d one that she mentioned on twitter was actually her close fren and she likes to talk as if she is attached to dat guy,dat's her style.only God knows how happy i was at that time.i felt like standing and give her a kiss on the cheek.*cehh gatai x betempat.she did notice my reaction and said "suke lettew" which for me,it is a good sign from her since she said it with her eyes looking directly to me.at this point,i told myself to be brave enough to ask her to be my special someone and i did but it was in an indirect manner and she was like replying it using indirect way too ;p
m happy as hell now dat i juz cudnt describe my feelings.Good things are worth waiting for.But actually we havent declared yet but it's a mutual understanding i shud say about the status now.So,my new year resolution shud be this one thing."get a job a.s.a.p and when im ready,i wanna propose to her and i dun wanna get engaged,i wanna get married straight away.hahaha..sounds pathetic or do i sound so gataiii?watever.haha..

outstation kononnya!

salam 1malaysia kepada pembaca 2 3 kerat yg ada.kah3..motip salam 1malaysia?ini suma xlain x bukan kerana aku terbaca rumors pasal posting yg x kunjung tiba.skrg idop aku month to month basis,mengharapkan si posting yg memalu nk berkunjung tiba.salah sapa posting x dtg?salah kerajaan?salah diri sendiri?salah takdir?pilihlah yg mana anda mahu,tapi aku still percaya ada mnda yg baik akan berlaku di sebalik semua kesukaran ini.eh lari topik suda.ni aku nk bercerita sikit pasal holiday aku slpas tammatnye riwayat kisah SPP interview yg tidak mnjanjikan posting yg cepat itu.propa sajork!haha

ok la back to the main topic,let me continue this with my "tonggang terbalik" english ya since i have the urge to boost up my confidence in writing using my second language *cam harem...haha. Ok,d holiday started on the 23rd of nov soon after i finished my interview. The journey started at 830 am when i went to nik's house to pick him up and off we went to kl eventho d weather was kinda bad as it was raining continuously and we tot dat we might be stucked somewhere as the water started to rise due to the heavy downpour. luckily we espaced d flood and we reached KL safe and sound in the evening. After resting for a while,we went to UKM to see some frens over there and it was a nice reunion as we played games like BIg 2 and black jack besides sparing some syillings for d games.hehe..then we went to play snooker,the next day nik suggested dat we shud try nasi arab atr cyberjaya since ppl have been talking about it on fb especially syuhada,our fren dat did her practicum with us at p14.after setting the GPS,off we went there and as usual,i was d greedy one to order half a chicken for myself,thinking tht i shud be enough to fill up my tummy for d whole day.when d food arrived,i was like so shocked dat d portion was meant to be for 4 persons and nik made d right decision by ordering a single plater of mutton arab rice which to me,it looked more than enough.silly me.lastly,i dint manage to habiskaN d rice and i tapaud dat thing and brought it back to be given to cht 5 ppl.Then, the journey continued to north where we went to JB to attend our fren's wedding,aboy.i juz cant describe the fun that we had over there,seeing familiar faces once again like daus besar,daus kecik,aboy n the rest of us enjoyed ourselves to the fullest. sadly aboy cudnt join us since he's got to take care of his reception.OK,leteh tgn aku menaip,apa kata kita tgk gbr pulak.haha




p/s: next hapdate wud be on my trip to vietnam.ngeh3

korban di aidiladha

hye readers *ada ke?haha..lately,ive been trying to get myself to be active in blogspot so that i can practice on my English writing which i think has turned out to be rusty,*tapi blog nh bahasa campor aduk kot.ngeh3
well,xpola,janji kamu sumo paham laa,ye dok?entry arini sbnrnye nk bercerita pasal buffalo yg telah terkorban secara tidak sengaja pada hari raya korban yg ke berapa ntah,5 6 kot,,ceritanya begini,bapak aku mlm tu balik la kerje around 10 pm something n it was raining quite heavily,so d mist was quite thick kat bpk aku punya cermin kete la,he was doing about 70-80 kmph at dat time n there was a car stopping juz about 50 metres away from where he was at that time,my father turned to look at him and within split second,he hit d dead buffalo on d road,bpk aku cakap kete dia masa tuh ibarat terbang coz kete melambung ke udara lebeh kurg 3-5 metres up.luckily he was driving his car,not kete aku ke kete mak aku,kalo x,nak nye mak aku ngamok satu bulan ngn dia.hehe..rupa2nya org yg brenti awal2 tadi tuh dah melanggar buffalo tuh awal2 lagi n bapak aku nh second driver yg melanggar lembu tuh coz x nmpak tgh2 mlm,apa2pon,meh tgk gbr buffalo yg terkorban tuh,RIP buffalo,it wasnt done on purpose,my father wudnt hit u if he saw u,hurm ;(

can't believe that i'm a fool again

Baby, I know the story
I've seen the picture
It's written all over your face
Tell me, what's the secret
That you've been hiding
Who's gonna take my place

I should've seen it coming
I should have read the signs
Anyway...I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know
You never told me

Baby, you should've called me
When you were lonely
When you needed me to be there

Sadly, you never gave me two many chances
To show how much I care

I should've seen it coming
I should have read the signs
Anyway...I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know
You never told me

About the pain and the tears
Oh, Oh, Oh
If I could, I would
Turn back the time

I should've seen it coming
I should have read the signs
Anyway...I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know
You never told me

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know
You never told me


*sgt2 kene ngn mood aku pagi ni

my heart is shattered to pieces once again

at the time of writing this,i think im under a lot of pressure,i juz can't take it any longer..
juz so u know dat currently ive been close to sumone so dear to my heart,we know each other for a longgg time but it happens dat we've been going out and texting each other within this two months.things are so right until 15 mins ago when i found out dat she is actually attached to sumone,,n again my heart is shattered to pieces.i feel like the world has actually collapsed around me~~yess,we have not actually declared the relationship but it's like "teman tapi mesra" kinda relationship,n i am sooooo determined to get my posting as soon as possible so dat i can actually propose to her in a right manner.

Reading her bday wish towards her "BF" has actually paralyzed me,,making me numb n i feel like such a loser for not finding this out juz after we got close.silly me i guess..i juz dont feel like doing anything rite now,all my notes have been put aside n i am so tensed dat i actually broke one of my phone silently outside my house.dat phone simply erases all my memories with her,all our pics together,all our good morning wish,our stupid conversation about nama anak la.silly me.ive been fooled again,i guess.it's my second time being fooled around by a person dat i truly like.the first one was with the nurse,n now she's happily married with one son,m happy for her tho.seriously,i need to get over n done with with this spp bullshit and straight away go for vacation.next month im going off to ho chi minh city,hopefully i can be okay after dat..

i juz feel like singing "cant believe that im a fool again" by westlife at this moment,,watever happens tomorrow,let it be.come wat may.i feel cheated and useless.betol kata org tua2,better je soh parents carikan if diz is d case la.suma yg aku suka...suma nya penipu or mybe aku yg bodoh mudah ditipu.babi!!

to whom it may concern

well,im writing this to let u know that all of ur deeds n words have come to my acknowledgement and i gotta say tq for dat.i juz knew it was u,i knew it,the person who badmouthed other people.seriously,,stay outta my life n i will definitely stay out of urs..this cud be my last straw n before i say things i shudnt have said,its better for u to mind ur own business..aku dah lama x marah mcm nh,,n this time u have gone so far by doing that to me,things mybe have been discussed d other day n i said its ok,but tell u wat,we are humans n we do have feelings too,,remember this la,,u do it to me,,one day karma will hit u back and that time,it all comes to u.ingt la,,kita kutuk org,,kite tuh bgs sgt ke?jgn pulak rasa diri tuh bgs gile sesedap hati kutuk org bukan2.aku x cari pasal ngn ko so ko jgn cari pasal ngn aku..im warning u ;)jgn sampai aku ungkit mnda2 yg ko sdiri x nak dgr pasal diri ngko.,coz once mulut aku dah xde filter,,u wudnt want to hear dat,,seriously...;)lastly,,semua mnda dah slesai tapi skali lg aku dgr ko badmouth aku,,,tuh mknanya ko still nk cari pasal ngn aku la..so arap ko paham lah ye,,tq2 ;)

go get a life u sick fu**!!!

stress!!!dats what i'm suffering from rite now..stress wif d same old biatch that has tremendously given problems to us since ages...lama x nyumpah seranah org ye,,well arini aku nk menyumpah puas2,,lantak la org nk kata apa..

Last nite,i had a quarrel wif this biatch u see,,no need to mention her name as people wud eventually know who im referring to now..YES,,,d same old biatch!i juz dun understand who she cud be so sure of her stupidity and ignorance..no wonder she is despised by everyone except for a weirdo like her.U see,i asked her to compile our EA assignment and told her nicely to do that since im doing the compilation for CA..all these while,she was juz complaining and whining around when it comes to work..so i decided to just ask her to do it for the group since she is part of the group member for the assignment..To my surprise, she dare to object it in the first place and later she said if she is to compile the assignment,,everything must be handed in today without excuse..ehh bitch,,lemme tell u diz to ur pathetic face-->ko buat demographic part senang la ko cakap bab*,,mnda senang..org lain yg wat part susah2,,ko tipu tyme draw lots arituh pon kami x bising coz malas nk carik hal..but then when u provoked me last nite,,dat was my last straw..i juz cant stand u anymore asshole,,u sick fu**!!!go get a life and stop giving trouble to ur classmates..i hope u rot in hell for causing me to feel angry..she thinks that she's always the victim,,trying to seek for justice and pointing out the bad picture of us...KEPALA BAPAK KO PUNYA VICTIM!ure juz too cunning to not do ur part for the group and u keep on giving so much of crappy excuses u sick woman!!!mampus la ko..luckily i dont have to see ur face again soon..or else u dun know wat i cud turn into, u bitch

p.s.aku mmg sakit aty ngn ko,,so dun try to be nice to me when u c me coz i wont be nice to u either..lastly,,go f*** ur hun..peace ;)

after 8 months of hitus!!

hye all

It has been a very2 boring week for me here in UKM as our schedule for the sem is very2 "hectic"...so i was thinking,why not start blogging again eventhough this would be my third entry for my "hidup segan mati x mahu" blog..yeah,,i'm till new to this n m still crawling to get used to the settings of this blogspot..

well,guna blog nih banyak jugak faedahnya kan,..one advantage yg aku rasa paling obvious is u get to polish up ur language especially for those who have not been practising their speaking skills tambah2 lagi dok ukm nie..i dont pinpoint this to others as it applies to myself actually..Living herein UKM,i have got no chance to practice my English as d communication is always done in BM of course,not like when we were in IPBL where communication was done in English between d students and d lecturers..
Dulu,,kalo speaking rasa mcm lancar je takde stumble2 apa suma but nowadays,i seriously think that my English communication skills has become rusty;due to the fact that i speak Bm all the time here..But at home, i think this would not be a problem to me..My dad is an excellent user of English(bukan nak brag ok,juz nk cerita)and when we are at home, i have got d chance to practice it with my dad..especially bila abg tiri aku yg hanya tahu ckp "selemet pegi" n "peness" tuh ada kat rumah,,tapi irony nye,,skrg aku rasa mcm aku tersangat laa kekok bila nk speaking balikk..uwaaa,,tension!