Thursday, November 17, 2011

korban di aidiladha



hye readers *ada ke?haha..lately,ive been trying to get myself to be active in blogspot so that i can practice on my English writing which i think has turned out to be rusty,*tapi blog nh bahasa campor aduk kot.ngeh3
well,xpola,janji kamu sumo paham laa,ye dok?entry arini sbnrnye nk bercerita pasal buffalo yg telah terkorban secara tidak sengaja pada hari raya korban yg ke berapa ntah,5 6 kot,,ceritanya begini,bapak aku mlm tu balik la kerje around 10 pm something n it was raining quite heavily,so d mist was quite thick kat bpk aku punya cermin kete la,he was doing about 70-80 kmph at dat time n there was a car stopping juz about 50 metres away from where he was at that time,my father turned to look at him and within split second,he hit d dead buffalo on d road,bpk aku cakap kete dia masa tuh ibarat terbang coz kete melambung ke udara lebeh kurg 3-5 metres up.luckily he was driving his car,not kete aku ke kete mak aku,kalo x,nak nye mak aku ngamok satu bulan ngn dia.hehe..rupa2nya org yg brenti awal2 tadi tuh dah melanggar buffalo tuh awal2 lagi n bapak aku nh second driver yg melanggar lembu tuh coz x nmpak tgh2 mlm,apa2pon,meh tgk gbr buffalo yg terkorban tuh,RIP buffalo,it wasnt done on purpose,my father wudnt hit u if he saw u,hurm ;(

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

can't believe that i'm a fool again

Baby, I know the story
I've seen the picture
It's written all over your face
Tell me, what's the secret
That you've been hiding
Who's gonna take my place

I should've seen it coming
I should have read the signs
Anyway...I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know
You never told me

Baby, you should've called me
When you were lonely
When you needed me to be there

Sadly, you never gave me two many chances
To show how much I care

I should've seen it coming
I should have read the signs
Anyway...I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know
You never told me

About the pain and the tears
Oh, Oh, Oh
If I could, I would
Turn back the time

I should've seen it coming
I should have read the signs
Anyway...I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know
You never told me

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know
You never told me


*sgt2 kene ngn mood aku pagi ni

my heart is shattered to pieces once again

at the time of writing this,i think im under a lot of pressure,i juz can't take it any longer..
juz so u know dat currently ive been close to sumone so dear to my heart,we know each other for a longgg time but it happens dat we've been going out and texting each other within this two months.things are so right until 15 mins ago when i found out dat she is actually attached to sumone,,n again my heart is shattered to pieces.i feel like the world has actually collapsed around me~~yess,we have not actually declared the relationship but it's like "teman tapi mesra" kinda relationship,n i am sooooo determined to get my posting as soon as possible so dat i can actually propose to her in a right manner.

Reading her bday wish towards her "BF" has actually paralyzed me,,making me numb n i feel like such a loser for not finding this out juz after we got close.silly me i guess..i juz dont feel like doing anything rite now,all my notes have been put aside n i am so tensed dat i actually broke one of my phone silently outside my house.dat phone simply erases all my memories with her,all our pics together,all our good morning wish,our stupid conversation about nama anak la.silly me.ive been fooled again,i guess.it's my second time being fooled around by a person dat i truly like.the first one was with the nurse,n now she's happily married with one son,m happy for her tho.seriously,i need to get over n done with with this spp bullshit and straight away go for vacation.next month im going off to ho chi minh city,hopefully i can be okay after dat..

i juz feel like singing "cant believe that im a fool again" by westlife at this moment,,watever happens tomorrow,let it be.come wat may.i feel cheated and useless.betol kata org tua2,better je soh parents carikan if diz is d case la.suma yg aku suka...suma nya penipu or mybe aku yg bodoh mudah ditipu.babi!!